2 weeks more of attachment!!!
my motor are all ready again....
Despite, now im find more satisfaction and is more familiarise with the roles when i graduate
but i still want the 2 weeks to end fast!
because is PAEDs!
this is one confirm area i know i dont want to be involve in.
Countdowning~~~ 8 more days!!!
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
10:30 PM
Just read a news article, which is an interview of my school professor, Sally Chan.found a part of what she mentioned totally true & meaningful....and especially as a student.
we should really think this way in order for us to gain more.....{ sadly to say, many have not yet understood....as seen by many who are complaining that they are doing alot junior's work and not getting able to do much staff nurse's job}.This was what said by her....." if you want to be successful, there are no shortcuts. It is hard work, hard work and more hard work. You must be committed to what you are doing, be focused, work hard and always strive for the highest standard, then you will have a successful career. Opportunities only present themselves to those who are well-prepared. That is what I always tell my students: that you must show that you are committed and willing to work hard, then you will be given opportunities
and you shouldn’t be calculative. I notice that some young people nowadays are too keen on comparing themselves with others when it comes to responsibilities and work. They say, “Why do I have to do this but they don’t? Why do I have to do more than other people?” But I always tell them not to be calculative, because if people ask you to do something, it means that they trust you and think you have the ability to do it. So take up the responsibility happily and do it well, and you can gain credibility. You must be ready for hard work and show that you are committed and motivated to do the job".
I truly agree with it because this yr this semester attachment for med-surgical posting, i just realized it and have worked towards this belief. Results proved that it actually works! I gain much more, much much more from the previous sem in the same hosp (it can be seen by my previous post). What i gain so much more was the relationship & good rapport i had with the staff there and was build by trust. Trust bring us together and allow us to work very well and happy in a team as there is no comparison of who must do what, everyone shares the job! Gradually...., good relationship with the staff brings you more staff nurse opportunities! Soo... not be dreaded and afraid of the hard work at the beginning.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
2:25 AM
Today marks the last day of attachment~~~was not at all tired to be working my 3rd consecutive morning....because she somehow mentioned she will be working morning tml too!but when i report to work, no presence of her at the counter which she usually will be already wearing the "DO NOT DISTURB" Sign waiting for us to allow her to read out the central report.... but i was still so hopeful yet also preparing myself that she wont be here.... AHHH her day off....was feeling rather disappointed, and my mood was somehow dampering....although my last day i finally get to work in the same team with my friend.my brains somehow became a bit inactivated, though it still get me through pretty well today (probably well trained by her already for the past few days with her).I realised!!! OMG!
" im in love with her!!!!"
cause she kept hovering around my mind.....all i could only felt during the last day of attachment was a REGRET.Because i did not get to come face to face with her and give her a big THANK YOU! i was still hoping to be able to take a picture with her..... and find out more about her during this last day....IT REALLY WAS A REGRET.... {somehow it bothers me the whole day, i have difficulty disengaging this r/s}Hope she receive our card to her asap and add us on fb!Thanks to her.... she makes me feel all confident that i am able to do things myself.Thanks to her....she makes me face & realise what i really have interest in and be able to find satisfaction from my job.Thanks to her....she makes my day pass very fast as it was indeed a fruitful and fun time working with her. i get to do my skills and at the same time the skills was done proper but also in a relaxing situation!Thanks to her....she makes me realise how "unique/cool-looking" can u be in your own special way but also can potray your professionalism at the same time. - her tattoos & kinda long nails.Thanks to her....she showed me how to deal with emergency crisis while still able to balance with taking care the others.Thanks to her....she showed me how she can juggle all the things so well such that she is able to hand over report fast (sweet & sharp), able to carry out her duties, write report and able to guide us along at the same time while still able to go complete them and be able to go home on time.... how cool that is right! {not many people can do that}Thanks to her....i not only can do my skills but also was given chances to document in the nursing records what interventions and evaluations i have done for the patients! { not alot people are willing to give you the chance and guide you proper how to write}Really Really A Big Thank You To You!
You relieved my first week depression & pumped me some motivation in going to work!
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
12:31 AM
To forget sth is tougher than being said, especially when emotions from your heart is affected.
that day with that strong feelings, what was done, and being said has never been forgotten....
instead, it remains a mystery which makes me even more wanting to know its significance each day....
i want to know....
the truth....or what i had missed out or have failed to capture that message.
because deep down in me, it is a big REGRET!
it makes me feel terrible when i seen things that are progressing but not me.....
because the mystery that is not resolved, formed a barrier for me to not move on.
but....
what if the answer to the mystery is what i wanted to hear.... what can i still do???
its kinda too late...
thats why there is a mixed feeling in me.
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i seriously need the courage to ask and face them.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
2:53 AM
Don't treat me so good.... i will fall for you.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
12:13 AM
Tuesday, May 31, 2011