Sunday, February 28, 2010
难到你不知道女人都是口事心非的吗？
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
3:23 AM
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
i have many things i wanted to say to u...
but everytime i see u, i forgot what i want to say.
my mind seriously gone blank.
instead, a stimulus kept on signaling me that i must treat everything as nothing.
to be like what it used to be...
but god has created 3 chances,
it proved i couldnt make it still.
***
i think...
i think i tasted the style of a typical uni student who typically has no activites but to go to class and go home after class.
no cliques of friends to gather around with anymore.
walking alone from tutorials to lectures to tutorials.
have to do & decide things independently.
learn to take up roles or activites even though no one will be with u.
i think the only thing i haven tasted is to eat alone ...
saddness.
i couldnt really adapt to it.
do i have a choice?
yes, i do.
change myself. but its impossible...
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
11:05 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
let go...im really letting go...and im happier.feeling more relaxed.i realised,all along i just like the kind of feeling of small chats...and,nothing else.i only like that feeling....i just realise that only after yesterday.but its not too late afterall,at least i realised...in the past was really misleading and...and when u are misleaded, u get blinded by the facts.and stay in the stage of denial...phew!feeling more relieved (:***enjoying my CNY.but i wished time didnt pass that fast.tml is alr 初二。):i want to gamble , do visiting, chatting, eating....but...going to end soon.well, just enjoy then.no use looking too far~
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
4:00 PM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
now is almost 6am!!! but im still wide awake, meddling with facebook.and...i finally found my interest to a catergory of game in FB.i spent 3 hrs on learning and playing TexaS Hold'em!!!COOL!!i like this lots..gives me a feel of like im really in those kinda casino...and im winning like big bucks...and when there is opportunity, u show hand!my first time playing and i headed to LVL 5!!yipee (:im turning to a gambler/ poker freaK soon, i guess.i only wake up when the lecturer mention " gambling/bets" for stats.i spent my time on lvl game - poker!im only happy n find a sense of satisfaction when i play with cards and bet money!HAHAHAHAHA~its a great time to feel this way.because...its CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!well, im slping now...wish everyone a HAPPY CNY!get more hongbao,eat more baguaand win lots of $$! HUAT ARH! lol.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
5:42 AM
Friday, February 12, 2010
feeling is so different today...
time could probably fades alot things away.
sagattarius is proabably sagattarius.
just accept what its arranged
and just move on...
there is always another perspective in looking at things.
and definitely,
it will be beneficial if i move on...
but could i really???
saying is such an easy thing but doing is likewise.
humans are all greedy sorts of living kind.
u cant have it, there will sure be someone who will own it.
but at the same time,
delimma comes in.
u dont want to let go because u are used to having it and naturally u dont like others to have what is "yours"....
zzzzzzzzz.......
zzzzzz......
zzz......
zz...
z.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
12:01 PM
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
-关怀方式-
Way of Caring
寂寞開在心事旁
隨手種一些傷感
不讓星星來窺探
找個沉默的夜晚
找個沉默的夜晚
不讓星星來窺探
隨手種一些傷感
寂寞開在心事旁
我的關懷方式是你無法察覺的悲涼
只能在你不經意時才鎖上我心房
你往常的親切友善 是我今生的遺憾
受傷後無悔的埋在不流露的臉上
***
i like this song since young....
especially in guitar version.
可能会以身相许如果有人真的用guitar 弹这曲！
哈哈哈=X
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
12:11 AM
Sunday, February 07, 2010
i have been slacking my way this weekend.
didnt even do any readup... super into CNY mood..
but at the same time lazy to clean up my room.
but anyway,
a new toy just delievered to my hse today.
it cost 1000 bucks k!
dont play play...
damn cool one!
TADAA!!! A bicycle which has a battery, acts like a motor.its environmental friendly!
okie! i got my mahjong set! purple tiles! FINALLY !!! ^^
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
11:34 PM
self-denial...
do i think i am?
i only know i cant let things shouldnt happen, happen.
my brain is all there to control what i really felt...
self-supression,
self-determination!
but i wonder how much longer my brain is there to control.
one day,
it might just lose its stretchability of control
and...
i just cant imagine what would happen.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
9:09 PM
Friday, February 05, 2010
i kept my ego so high till im feeling miserable.
how pathetic it is, isnt it?
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
12:22 AM
Monday, February 01, 2010
knowledge is power!
tsk! i guess i have so much to catch up on, i have so much to read...
im feeling like as though im eating million plates of chicken rice and i have to finish them in 1 day.
i doubt i can cope with it.
but i have to =(
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
9:43 PM
“喜欢有很多，爱只有一个。。。"
这句话说的一点也没错。
哈哈！
这让我是乎好过一些，不觉得亏疚因为我有经过那么多喜欢的人。
可是没有人能够代替那个让我曾拥有爱的感觉。
我现在明白了！:)
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♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
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