Biography (^00^)

My name is Suhui, have a nicknamed called porkysu. simply because i like pigs and i think this name rhymes well. if u do not talk to me, you will think im cool and quiet. okie, but in fact im super chatty like a chatterbox and i love to laugh. my friends say i have a "auntie" behaviour! haha.. thats rather subjective. but anyway, im a great-listener other than a a chatter box! i love many cool stuffs and my defination of cool is a subset of unique. hahax!

B'dae: 30th Nov, sagattarius!

New Year Resolutions: To improve my CAPs but at the same time FYP! ^^

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★ Entertainment ★

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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♥ My Piglets ♥

Bao Ru

Celeste

Cha Yee

Huda

Jie Vee

Lina

Mahmudah

Marilyn

Mrs M

Mushroom

Victor

Xia Xue

History of Porky <<<

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♥ October 2005
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Saturday, August 08, 2009

Today first lesson of 3 star kayaking and...
im already feeling moody,
sad,
helpless...
i know and understand the fact that some skills just need alot of practices and if you cannot do it, its common...
however,it demoralises me...
got a little regret in going actually,
because i found out something.
also because of it, im in fact so happy to go home fast...
so silly, reminiscing a few months back, it wasnt so...
WHERE'S MY MOTIVATION?
its fire of spirit seems to be already diminished.
the feeling is not the same anymore...
where did it go???
hmm.. sudd thot of sth. the haircut? lol. ( thought of mr s)
haix...
really feeling sad...
streamed of tears rolled down my cheeks so suddenly.
i want it back!!!
is it because its 3 star! so i have another opinion of him after seeing another side of him?
now, how i wish he weren't my coach...
contradicting, isnt it?
i hope it will change by tml...
pls, find it back for me!!!

anyway, i have alot of goals for 3 star kayaking made.
im gonna prove.
im determined!!!

status: sleepy but excited to learn towing after reading the notes about it!