Monday, August 24, 2009
im feeling gay now!
hahaha...
felt that im so lucky and fortunate to have God's blessing.
To give me a bunch of good friends to reply on.
Giving all the company,
all the support,
all the help,
all the fun,
all the touched...
really felt so blessed!!!!
im beginning to like what im living for...
whenever you are despair, rmb there will be someone stand by you.
you will never be alone.
even if you feel you are alone at times,
it could probably be that the person is not beside you.
but is still somewhere supporting you behind.
just that the people around you aint your type or people that could understand you.
the world is so big.
there will surely be someone understand and share the same thought as you.
thats why never say you are a loner and feel sad about it.
is just that you haven found your friend...
oh yes!!!
no physio tutorial tml has also add on to my happiness!
cause i finally dont have to wake up before sun rise.
i also dont have to squeeze with ppl in the bus.
i can also have my brunch slowly at home.
at the same time save my pocket $$ = more secret savings!
oops=x...
hahahah...
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
11:33 PM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
went to suntec yesterday to celebrate ZH birthday.
ate at swezens and also bought an ice-cream cake from there...
hahaha.. first time tried ice-cream cake.
not bad though, but i still prefer the normal birthday cake!!!
hahaha...
and after that we went to watch "The Proposal"!
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3261/3196134747_9f9baf5778.jpg
it was a great movie!
a funny, romantic and sweet movie =D
hahaha...
it worth the time and $$ to watch.
haha, luckily my 9.50 was not wasted...
but we watched until the last bus was gone!!!
had to take a night rider and then walk 2 bus stop away from home.
argh, the night rider cost me 4 bucks and i still need to walk home.
reached home at 1 plus.
but had an enjoyable time stil. hahaha =p
To compensate for yesterday,
stayed at home today to revise physiology- blood and cells,
followed by anatomy.
then went for a swim with my sis since i came across this channel 5 show, " whats good for u" and they say that exercise improves memory...
hahaha...
also need a break from all the biology terms!
argh! my skin now looks terrible!!!
its tearing like nobody business...tearing off at any spot they want. so ugly!!
GRRR....
btw i also finally bought a converse shoe!
its red and white.
feeling so satisfied about it... hahaha..dont ask me why.lol...
ok, gtg continue with study already!
Status:Im feeling so alert now!!!study study study. research research research.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
10:34 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009
another week of school days has passed!tml i have got no lesson!yesh!!!! no need wake up early.but i guess i will still wake up in the morning to finish up my physio revision before i go out to play...such a good girl hur?!?! lol..yeah, wanna wrap up things i spent, studying in nus lib for 4 hrs today while waiting for another lesson.nus lib is quite a conducive environment for study eh...perhaps gonna consider to make it a point to study there every once or twice a week,to keep up with consistent study...been quite busy with school, with all the assignments, research needed to do, coping of what lesson the lecturers are trying to convey and so on...they all make me felt so shag after school everyday and i can even fall alsleep while standing on the bus. =xthats school life.get use to it!ok, gtg sleep now so i can wake up early...tml will be meeting jc friends!!! yeah!!!so miss them...got so many things wanna tell them.... hahaha...Status: wondering why am i having such an action everyday and while doing why i felt this way? i hope i dont fall into it unknowingly.... cause i dont want anything to change. i like the way it is...
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
12:20 AM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
i just dId this facebook test, " GET TO KNOW YOURSELF?"
suppose to copy and paste in notes, but Fb does not allow me to.
so i decided to post up on blog cause i find the results so true! =D
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
10:40 PM
spent my whole sat on east coast kayaking today!
did 8 km expedition and towling.
im still having aftermath of sea waves.
ahh!!! felt so ps and so disappointed that i still cant do the deep-water entry!!!!
argh argh argh!!!!grrr...!!!!
haix...all the jumping in the water one still cant do.. sad sad!!!
tml are all the recapping of skills , i hope i wont be a disappointment again!
must perservere!!!
anyway, because we have to wait for the lorry to go back to kallang,
had some communication with the ppl other than ncdcc...
today get alot of chance to chat with him...
but the more i chat,
i realise we are so diff!!!
so many things not in common
sigh~but at least get to know him better...
just so sad that im not outstanding for him to be noticed...
instead, im the weakest for him to be noticed. sad !!!
simply no natural talent... cant be helped. =/
Thoughts: i realise im not sad as before like the first day of kayaking although today was the worst things i've done.and i guess the reason behind it is because i've gain sth more out of the trip today which i value more...
yes, as long as sth satisfy what u value, some other thing, even it may be the main point of it, it does not matter at all...hahaha...
woots!!! time pass so fast!!! i've yet to read my bio book!!! oh no!
pardon me for being random... they are presently my thoughts.( random thoughts)lol.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
9:53 PM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
today is the very first day of school where lesson really starts.i only have 1 lesson today.the lecturer left us with a good impression with all her humours...so not a bad lecture today.then today waited an hr wanted to go for welome tea,in the end i did not go for it.so went home...surprisingly saw ppl whom i've never seen them for at least 4 yrs....maybe this is god's plan.saw huei shi and huei min...wow! know many shocking infos from them...even till now i still cannot accept the fact...many things changed in just a few years!had fun chatting with them...so many things to chat about and reminscing the past...our tough trainings/ our fun days in st,john....must plan a time to get our sjab members to hang out!!!SO MISS ALL OF THEM =Pstatus: feeling drained after organising notes and allowing myself to be aware of whats going on for the week... gotta sleep!! excited for tml lab...
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
12:01 AM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
2nd lesson of 3 star kayaking was much better although there were harder skills to learn.but i did improve from the 1st day, where some skills i cannot do it and now i could =DCHEERIOS!(some simple actions from him could just make my day)=panyway starting school tml.the real lessons are coming up.but is quite stupid hur... cause i have to go to school for just a lecture which last for 2 hrs.maybe its a warm-up for us,first time having to sit in the lecture room for 2 hrs.and luckily my lesson starts at 1pm and so i can still stay up late.but i shant keep this bad habit anymore.also not good for the complexion. lolok, was busy finding ppl who can go canoeing club welcome tea with me tml or who are interested in joining canoeing club.but, seems to have no good result.guess i have to go alot tml =/i also want to join the volunteering for legs&paddle 2009 but so sad to go alone nei...sigh!hope i can find at least one that shares common interest tml!!!may god bless me to find one...i really wanna join!i want to make use of expedition to improve my skills and pass 3 star!yeah, i agree with what he said too..." he normally prefers ppl to take 3 star before going for lvl 1 coach because u will be more confident."....Status: i think i need to prepare for schooling habits now...no long hrs of com, long hrs of tv and sleep.... esp stop the holiday mood!!!!
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
1:53 AM
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Today first lesson of 3 star kayaking and...
im already feeling moody,
sad,
helpless...
i know and understand the fact that some skills just need alot of practices and if you cannot do it, its common...
however,it demoralises me...
got a little regret in going actually,
because i found out something.
also because of it, im in fact so happy to go home fast...
so silly, reminiscing a few months back, it wasnt so...
WHERE'S MY MOTIVATION?
its fire of spirit seems to be already diminished.
the feeling is not the same anymore...
where did it go???
hmm.. sudd thot of sth. the haircut? lol. ( thought of mr s)
haix...
really feeling sad...
streamed of tears rolled down my cheeks so suddenly.
i want it back!!!
is it because its 3 star! so i have another opinion of him after seeing another side of him?
now, how i wish he weren't my coach...
contradicting, isnt it?
i hope it will change by tml...
pls, find it back for me!!!
anyway, i have alot of goals for 3 star kayaking made.
im gonna prove.
im determined!!!
status: sleepy but excited to learn towing after reading the notes about it!
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
10:49 PM
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Today was indeed a tiring day...
wore bright yellow NUSSU RAG & FLAG shirt going around for donation.
my partner and i was lucky to have found a good spot for generous donation.
many put notes. Thanks alot!!!!hope u all have good karma!!!
After busying the whole morning, we had mentor-mentee meeting.
sob sob.. i dunno who is my mentor yet!!!!
and we had lunch at megabites with the mentors and my OGs...
the food was quite nice and its cheaper than outside.. worthwile!!!
STATUS:im so drained out now...feel so tired wherever i go...i wanna have a REALLY GOOD sleep.(^00^)zzzzz
THOUGHTS:I dont feel good...im always held back by something when i wanted to give up =/grrr....thousand hates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im in great toture =(
sometimes i really envy those people who naturally have people care and notice them.
but some of them no matter how hard they try to mingle, its just so difficult.
why???
should just stay in a corner and try to survive on ur own?
will that make them happier?
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
11:16 PM
Sunday, August 02, 2009
This is my favourite phrase and i personally find it meaningful!
"when you feel like giving up,remember why you held on for so long in the first place..."
yes, remember this phrase and it will bring it through what u are doing =D
you will never find what you are doing, sick and tired anymore.
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
11:23 PM
At this point of time as usual im wide awake!
i've slept the whole day after having my breakfast...
lol...think im getting old.
yesteday just attended CONVENTUS 3 where we celebrate nurses day...
follow by that sat for a few more hrs in the auditorium to have our orientation briefing on how to use CORS system and so on..
then we ended the whole session with a tour at our lab and library...
after a tiring day, some of us went for dinner and ate at FIG & OLIVE....
lol..
sounds like "emma & olive" ( my OGLS) hur...hahha..
the food was quite nice but the services werent that fantastic and the staff werent good looking..
luckily the food which is the main actor was good..
if not our wait for almost an hr will be wasted =/
Cant really rmb the name of it.. but is basically melted cheese on fish...its nice...esp the chipster...worth it!!!
fun people to hang out with!!!i also have some updates on NDP...went for ndp and gotten the bag!!!its purple!!! NICE =D2 ways: sling/ shoulder bag!!! cool right? lol..you can also change your bag cover too!!!
ARGH! unable to upload video of the ndp '09 fireworks....pity!!!!status: wide awakethoughts: its really not easy...( listening to my first blog song," river flows in you")
♥ i fell in love with u unknowingly...
1:49 AM
