Biography (^00^)

My name is Suhui, have a nicknamed called porkysu. simply because i like pigs and i think this name rhymes well. if u do not talk to me, you will think im cool and quiet. okie, but in fact im super chatty like a chatterbox and i love to laugh. my friends say i have a "auntie" behaviour! haha.. thats rather subjective. but anyway, im a great-listener other than a a chatter box! i love many cool stuffs and my defination of cool is a subset of unique. hahax!

B'dae: 30th Nov, sagattarius!

New Year Resolutions: To improve my CAPs but at the same time FYP! ^^

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★ Entertainment ★

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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♥ My Piglets ♥

Bao Ru

Celeste

Cha Yee

Huda

Jie Vee

Lina

Mahmudah

Marilyn

Mrs M

Mushroom

Victor

Xia Xue

History of Porky <<<

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♥ October 2005
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♥ February 2008
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♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
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♥ April 2011
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♥ September 2011
♥ December 2011

Creditorials

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Friday, February 27, 2009

im feeling so troubled!!!!
im suffocating...
there are so many commitments and planning to make...
its just piling up and up... till the extend which makes me cant think right and cant make the effecient and correct decisions...
outsiders' worries has even also become my worries....
why like that.....
i shouldnt bother but i have to because it concerns me too....im really suffocating....
ahhhhhh!!!!!
i really feel like quiting what im doing right now....
sometimes i really felt that i fell into a deep shit which i couldnt climb out of it.
just feeling that im sinking in furthur....
sometimes i felt myself being too selfish because i really want to escape from the fact and find a "scapegoat"....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!........................AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!......
is this part and parcel of life??? i really HATE it!!!!!
now i just really wish results are out asap...
so that i can get my future work out right....
the so long awaiting is making me feel even more terrible.....
because i felt there is no directions for me... i felt so loss!!!
while i dislike the style of life now....
after everything... " studying is definetly much truly easier and carefree...."
why didnt i get to realise it earlier....
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___________________________giving up..........

Friday, February 20, 2009

its been a long time since i ever blog...
and it seems that many times i have use this sentence as my opening line...
hmmm just an hr ago im wondering what to blog on...
and...
i just thought of round up what i've realise and what have i learnt these few weeks.
hmmm...
for the past times, before i carry out sth, i really ponder alot...
even on what i do, still wondering is it suitable for me?
even how i wanna do it....
or even how i wanna say or putting a consent to sth....
i ponder so much till the extend it got me so worried and afraid that things may not turn out well....
in addition, at most of the times, im a pessimistic person....
so my thoughts will be negative most of the time...
after today, i felt myself quite dumb .....
why so much thinking??
things does not work out as bad as i thought....
i just felt lucky i went today...
it clears my thinking...
Next, i gonna carried out my promise of giving tution...
i have done teaching before...
and therefore i can do the same... no worries...
just give it my best shot...
and other more things as well...

so, just go for it...!!!!...

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hmmm. is my iceberg melting???
keep hoping - is online....
theres many things wanting to share.
and i keep mentioning - unknowingly...
but its impossible....the "law" doesnt allow.... )=