Biography (^00^)

My name is Suhui, have a nicknamed called porkysu. simply because i like pigs and i think this name rhymes well. if u do not talk to me, you will think im cool and quiet. okie, but in fact im super chatty like a chatterbox and i love to laugh. my friends say i have a "auntie" behaviour! haha.. thats rather subjective. but anyway, im a great-listener other than a a chatter box! i love many cool stuffs and my defination of cool is a subset of unique. hahax!

B'dae: 30th Nov, sagattarius!

New Year Resolutions: To improve my CAPs but at the same time FYP! ^^

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★ Entertainment ★

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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♥ My Piglets ♥

Bao Ru

Celeste

Cha Yee

Huda

Jie Vee

Lina

Mahmudah

Marilyn

Mrs M

Mushroom

Victor

Xia Xue

History of Porky <<<

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

its been since a year where i have switch from sjab to ncdcc...
i just reminiscing the past when i looked through friendster.
hmm,
i didnt realise i had the kind of feeling where im in sjab.
reminiscing back,
i realised....
i miss the cca alot.
i miss the colleagues, the platoon mates, the officers there.
i miss the very very very tough training we had...
where we had to stand under the scorching sun without moving for more than an hr.
also, it is not easy to be promoted....
the process of the courses are very demanding...
but, the ranks achieved are of great satisfaction as they are stained with blood and sweat...
i miss the scoldings from the officers...
not forgetting the times where we have to always be prepared for any big shots to come...
it was kind of scary, makes us tremble but i really feel the stretch in my character and mindset.
probably if i had a second chance, i wouldnt want to switch....
its been since a long time i ever felt that...
although this cca has many downs but its all the processes that we overcome and tackled each problem together make it indeed a memorable one.
but i expect now the reputation of us in there have probably tarnished...

i never thought of myself changing lines...in secondary school, i thought i would become an officer of sjab in future...
hmm...its never expected...
still wondering what if time turns back and we chose a different route...the result will not be the same. it will probably be more hard work and more effort needed but it will definitely be much more fun and satisfying than this?...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Exams have just ended.
Yes, its the very last paper today.
but...
im not in the least happy.
i just felt empty..... like an empty shell...
there's no sense of satisfaction.
more like having to lose a chain of games terribly...
and its GAME OVER!!!....
nothing can change the fact anymore....
im not fit to be on the level playing field to challenge anymore.
im speechless...
it should be that kind of feeling that all burden are removed.
but it seems to me that there are even more burdens and worries now...
why?
why is this so...?
im afraid to face it when the time comes...
because i've had no solution for it.
it may be the end....
and i will never able to stand again...
or i will never able to find a way out...
or even a route to turn about...
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how??? am i doomed???