Biography (^00^)

My name is Suhui, have a nicknamed called porkysu. simply because i like pigs and i think this name rhymes well. if u do not talk to me, you will think im cool and quiet. okie, but in fact im super chatty like a chatterbox and i love to laugh. my friends say i have a "auntie" behaviour! haha.. thats rather subjective. but anyway, im a great-listener other than a a chatter box! i love many cool stuffs and my defination of cool is a subset of unique. hahax!

B'dae: 30th Nov, sagattarius!

New Year Resolutions: To improve my CAPs but at the same time FYP! ^^

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♥ My Piglets ♥

Bao Ru

Celeste

Cha Yee

Huda

Jie Vee

Lina

Mahmudah

Marilyn

Mrs M

Mushroom

Victor

Xia Xue

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

sigh~
been feeling rather moody starting from this week...
probably because i din't start off with a good week...
a bad morning....
buses just pissed me off....
everything then went messy....
despite some things to be worth happy about happen,
they only take me away from moody for a very short while...
i guess is the opportunity cost of this bad morning that outweighs my benefits of happiness...
now, im feeling so moody and doing this physical chem make it worse...
so here am i to blog about things worth to be happy...
hoping that after blogging, my mood will change for the better...
ok, whats so great today???
hmm...
1. i improve my econs!!!! yea.... finally, i realise econs is not that difficult/ scary afterall...
2. fate has brought me to see him...and today we even sat on the same table, opposite one another....
told ya is fate which means everything is not work out intentionally....
it just happens!!!!
not only does it happens but it happens several times...
even i am so shocked and beginning to be afraid...
but at the same time excited and happy....
maybe is a form of compensate since im gonna have a week of study break!!!!
despite the moments are so short but once these moments accumulate, they will be able to collate as a diary... { ji shao chen duo} heee =D

Friday, July 25, 2008

After a whole week of hard work of trying to mug for "econs",
I rewarded myself with a good meal in subway{ my first time trying}, and going SWIMMING today!!!!
Well, my first time trying subway fresh was good....
I love the food.... will go there again to try other ingredients!!! hahaha =d
Also, i bought new swimming costume today...
I realise sometimes i love simple style...
Perhaps the older i get, the more simple i want my life to be bahx...
Quite happy with the new swim suit although in the beginning im not use to wearing it...hahaa
Yep Yep!!! i swam 20 laps continuos today without going breathless!!!
Im improving my stamina....haha....also hoping that i can shed some ****....haha...
The most enjoyable part of swimming was that i could see for myself a super romantic, sweet and my ideal dream colour combinations sunset......
Im growing to love and appreciate the nature =D
Sometimes, its good to take a step back or take a pace slower to enjoy the beautiful moments around us....
When i see the beautiful sunset with the coconut trees and a pool of " waves", it really melt my hearts and hope that time will stop....
That moment of time really takes me away from the stressful, busy and frustrating stacks of work to be done....
It is indeed RELAXING!!!!

After today, i realise something...
Alot of things really depends on fate...
Especially in the occasion of meeting people....
Sometimes forcing things to go your way,
May not make u happy and....
May not even get what u want afterall....
I gave up hope to see him today after realising there's no morning assembly.
I also don't expect i will see him the whole day....or should i say i don't pin any hopes at all...
But just as i have those thoughts,
He just appear..... several times meeting him at different timing....
What makes me even more thrilled was that i guess he ******* it...
Despite having shocks, it still brightens my day...
I just cannt help it in controlling my facial expressions and emotions when i see him.
I guess the "feel" has came back...
Hmm, let it goes and comes naturally bahx....thats fate right?!?!...lol...

Thursday, July 24, 2008

haha....
yep, cha cha's right...its a long time since i ever blog...
been rather busy...
thats why alot ppl never also never blog...
mock prelim every week now and then...
but just don't understand its purpose.
when u have to rush through studying the topics = unproductive!
so what for???
haix... anyway, any mock or tests or whatsoever also not productive because they happen just too soon.... wrong timing!!!!
and im here, because i gave up studying econs le... haix.....
study something that i never score...seriously demoralising...
just try my best tml to go for it bahx!!!!
shall see how well i manage my time...which i've failed countless times ever since i enter JC.
never once did i complete a paper....
even complete le, also because i rush them through!!!! WHAT HAPPEN???? why like that???
........cannot do it, also must say can...NO CHOICE!!!!.....so, lets be optimistic!!!!!
ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE TAKING ECONS MOCK PRELIMS TML!!!
and not forgetting clone sis!!!! ALL THE BEST FOR UR MATHS!!!! HEEE... =)

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i took the same bus with him again!!!
just felt so surprised, at the same time happy...
because, for one thing that i can comfirm is that 174 will always be my lucky bus to bring me home...
i will no longer have to stretch my neck few Km to watch him....
and again, i always ask myself...what is it for???
actually not to deny,
at this point of time, i don really feel anything for him....
but i just want to see him...
however, when i see him....im not elated.
but my heart pump very fast, as though i just ran a marathon...
i also not sure whats this kind of feeling???
also, the whole process of accidental eye-contact makes it even more awkward...
{ thats what happen in the bus}.....
so hate myself for being so wishy-washy at times....
and also being so daring at times....wanting it to be obvious...
but seriously, today the bus ride was somehow "suffocating"....
haix.... what i actually want out of it????
this is a question i've ask myself countless times but i have no ans to it...
or should i say i dare not face the facts to the ans i already have in mind....

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Recently, i came up with this " Heart & Mind " theory of love...

It may be quite accurate for you...
or maybe, u haven realise it...
Personally for me, i find this theory amusing but in fact it is true and logical.

In this theory of love,
there should be 2 types of love and it can happen simultaneously...
the Heart & the Mind.

Heart:
the person u love,
may not have the ideal appearance, character u expected/ wish for...
it just seems to be fated...
the actions u carry out for the person, explains it all...
but normally u are just unaware of it...but 3rd party sees it clearly..
many just deny them....
because, thats human nature....
we are realistic, we sure do have some expectations....
must at least have looks,
or must be intellectually smart and so on....
as for the Heart approach towards cases such as,
EG.he is sooo caring towards her...how much i envy her??
despite feeling jealous, but it is naturally from the heart...
u will be feeling the prick piercing through ur heart but u will never tell anyone how u feel about it...

Mind:
here comes in with all your expectations....
despit that, they fulfilled ur criteria,
they may not be the person u are really finding for....
he/she just fulfilled ur criteria...
which makes ur brain assumes that u love him/her...
making u to feel so fascinated...
but in actualy fact, u don really love this person...
signs can tell....
u will be happy if u see him/her somewhere....
BUT u will not miss him/her so much if u don see him/her at all...
ok, then some may argue that how u explain signals of jealousy...
well, all i can say is that....again, is the brain that delivers the message...
unlike the expression from the Heart.
EG. he is sooo caring towards her...why not towards me??
then jealousy will come sparkling...
but in fact, u don really feel jealous at all...
u feel jealous because it is a common reaction to it...
trust me, u will not be very emo or sad...
but u will be whining how sad u are....

thats the difference between loving with the Heart 8 the Mind...
despite a fine, thin line drawn across them...and many people just don realise it.
but it still exists...
and if u were to focus futhur between loving with ur heart and mind, there is actually a significance difference...
and of course, personally for me, loving through heart is then considered the true love and it will definetly last longer....

if u have someone whom u admire or love or any steps to ur relationships, so is he/she ur HEART OR UR MIND???



NOTE: THERE MAY BE MANY OTHER ANALYSIS FOR IT, BUT THIS IS STRICLTY MY OWN THOUGHTS AND ANALYSIS...SO DONT GET SO ADGITATED IF U DISAGREE WITH WHAT IM ANALYSING...

Friday, July 04, 2008

ok, the weekend is here again...
but i dont seem to look forward to it....
probably i start to miss school days already...
since we are going to have study breaks very soon...
no more motivation....sob sob..
no idea why i love going to school nowadays....
soooo love it that i don want to be late which i usually not bothered with it....
what changed me???
haix...
him???
probably....
argh, now the more i feel that i cant let go the impossible....
what to do?
u know he is really a great motivator....
my ***** improved quite a few grades ( from a pass to just pass and now a C)!
from a relunctant girl, who drags her feet to sch everyday, has now been looking forward going to sch... at every point of time. i really cherish the time staying in school....(thats why been staying late)....
and really Brightens up my day....
sometimes, i feel that i am overly-obsessed and relied on the impossible...
cant be helped...
HAIZZZZZ....
******* HELPLESS********

OK,next...some entertainment values...
these are the " plates faces " we ( meh meh , cha cha and me!!!) designed.....
got so bored with what we are doing that we have to resort to these.....


why is this plate so worried???
what do you think it is thinking of???...lol...


i think it is hungry......lol...so TADA!!!!!


yeah!!! finally it got its favourite chicken....
yummy!!!! * stop looking at me*(blushing)....im eating...


haha....it seems that it is pissed off by the unwanted!!!!


what kind of expression is this??? look so evil...
it seems that it is going to do something very evil to the unwanted...
{that is what many ppl is thinking right??} LMAO...