Biography (^00^)

My name is Suhui, have a nicknamed called porkysu. simply because i like pigs and i think this name rhymes well. if u do not talk to me, you will think im cool and quiet. okie, but in fact im super chatty like a chatterbox and i love to laugh. my friends say i have a "auntie" behaviour! haha.. thats rather subjective. but anyway, im a great-listener other than a a chatter box! i love many cool stuffs and my defination of cool is a subset of unique. hahax!

B'dae: 30th Nov, sagattarius!

New Year Resolutions: To improve my CAPs but at the same time FYP! ^^

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★ Entertainment ★

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

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♥ My Piglets ♥

Bao Ru

Celeste

Cha Yee

Huda

Jie Vee

Lina

Mahmudah

Marilyn

Mrs M

Mushroom

Victor

Xia Xue

History of Porky <<<

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♥ October 2005
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♥ February 2008
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♥ December 2011

Creditorials

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

haven been blogging for long le...
been rather busy
and also there's so many thoughts and feelings bottered inside me...
but it just cant come out...

just feeling empty these days...
especially today...
this is the first time my sis left me at home and she went to CHINA...
im so bored the whole day...
no one to bicker with.
no one to distub.
no one to make me laugh like mad.
no one for me to bully.
argh!!! its only the first day she left....
im going to suffer alone for another 8 days more....
and i detest loneliness....since im quite a talkative one...

other than that,
there are also other causes making me felt empty...
just felt so neglected all of a sudden...
dunno whats the reason also...
by her and by him...
i just dunno when did it start...maybe should be from the incident i guess.
just realise,
things just cant be the same as before if it has broken;
even though its being mended and it seemed flawless.
there will still be a barrier in between...and it cannt be easily forgotten....
haish~ and i think its drifting furthur apart everyday day....
it really hurts u know...

and also about him,
i made a bet with myself.....
but it was not fulfilled...
and so i thought of giving up...
who knows, it seemed that heaven was playing with me eh...
the next morning, my heart just melted when once i just entered and i saw him...
my heart melted...
it started to work again...even faster...
my mentally tired brain came to life...
(since i was dead before as i slept at 4am the day before for the PQ)
and there, met him so many times(broken record)....not purposely one wor...
plus saw him running...lol...my heart vapourised this time...
but i knew that, its impossible after all.... eekkk!!!
so just cherish the moments bahx....

ok, and also yesterday (fri) has sports day!!! RONO climbed all the way from bottom to second place. was happy and this is my first time cheering so high and take notice of everything throughout the sports event. i guess this gonna be my last time as well bahs...loll...

then yesterday, also had quite an enjoyable time with my cadets....the firemen came and taught them. i was only there to co-ordinate, mobile and discipline them...glad they were enjoying and i wish all the best to them for their fire test next wed ( expect all of them to pass) before im going to stop my duty for a period of time.... also taught them the proper uniform etiquette (finally was given the time to tell them), gonna expect sth better next week eh....if not...heh heh people...

ok, thats all...shant waste any of my time to find things to fill my heart....
let it be filled naturally bahx....

nights=)